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So I've realized, through my last week of high school and being surrounded by the same people for four years, there are a TON of people I am gonna miss so much. It is just starting to hit me that me and Stanley will never gossip in Spanish anymore, and the epic juniors in my Bio class will no longer be there with me and Katie to piss off Chrispy, and the days of protesting Graber's shrill, sadistic squeal at 7:30 in the morning are no more. I am gonna miss SO many things, and SO many people, from high school.
That being said, there are also a ton of people I am not gonna miss. Yes, we have been friends, but as I look down my newsfeed on Facebook, I'm realizing that I'm seeing posts that I don't care about from people that I no longer have ANY interest in. We're not close anymore, you've done too many things to piss me off or show me that you aren't as genuine as you once were. Maybe I'm starting to realize that I never actually liked you in the first place. The only reason I still associated with these people was the prospect of seeing them in the halls or classes and being confronted with "I noticed we're not friends on facebook anymore!" and having to make up a stupid lie about "Facebook must be acting out, I would never delete you!" The drama it could cause is just too much of a headache (Facebook drama, isn't that a stupid concept in itself?). But now, I'm free to do whatever I want. I won't be seeing most of you again. Ever. It's liberating to think that I can free myself and my life from the unnecessary, the trivial, the unimportant and the valueless. Everyone says "Keep in touch!" But I don't really want to.
Now the question is, when shall I go through and delete the unnecessary contacts?
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