I wish I could say...

1. I'm not sure why we give each other so much crap. I honestly do like you and approve of you. I'm not used to teasing someone as much as I tease you--it's a defense mechanism, I swear.
2. I doubt myself a lot more than you think I do. I need you to reassure me and tell me that everything's going to be okay.
3. I miss you. A LOT. I kinda really wish you could have been held back this year, as awful as that is to say. You always tell me that you're still in town, but not being able to see you every day just isn't the same.
4. I'm not tagging you because I don't like you reading my facebook and I wish I could unfriend you. I have a lot of problems with you that I wish we could talk about, namely the fact that you're a huge hypocrite. But you don't like to listen to other people's points of view and fighting about it isn't even worth it to me anymore.
5. You're so amazingly smart and wonderful, but the fact that you don't aspire very high for yourself makes me want to cry. You could go ANYWHERE, if you stood up for yourself and got up the courage to leave.
6. I'm scared for you when you leave for college, because I know that you don't know what you want. I want to protect you, but I doubt that I'll be able to. You've tried to keep yourself pure, but it's only made you naive.
7. You're like the little sister I never had and always wanted. I love you so much, and all the times you tell me someone is hurting you I want to punch them in the head.
8. I haven't talked to you in over a year and never planned to speak to you again. But I still read your statuses sometimes, and I know that you miss me.
9. I'm glad you finally figured out that I hate you! I've always tried to be nice to you, really I have. But you insult me constantly and then try to tell me you're joking, and that just doesn't work. So I'm going to ignore you from now on, because after this year I will hopefully never have to see you again. I'm not stupid, although you seem to think that I am. Also, you suck at acting.
10. I used to be jealous of you, and I'm not really sure why. You act cliquey and complain about your problems, although most of them you bring upon yourself.