"how you think I don't know... But I do."

So periodically I go on my ex's facebook page and read his statuses. In just over a month, his statuses were about me four times. I don't know what to think of that. It bothers me that he's still so fixated though. It's been two years...why can't he move on? It's like...the fact that HE hasn't moved on keeps ME from completely moving on. I mean, I don't want to speak to him again, I don't want to be friends with him again, I don't love him or even care for him. But the fact that I can go on and SEE these things on his page makes me feel bad about myself, because I'M the reason he's still unhappy after so long. But I don't want to speak to him again because it won't do ME any good and I don't think it would help him any either--the only thing that would make him feel better would be to be friends with me again, and I don't want or need that in my life. It just...it bothers me.

"If I still could, I would call you right now and pour soul, but, for reasons mostly you I cannot and will not. Sad time, wish it wasn't..."

"I masochistically love looking at that picture... Sigh... Oh the little things."

"Oh people who blocked me on AIM; how you think I don't know who you are. But I do."

"Dear You-know-who-you-are: If you knew. If you only knew... I hope you're happy. And knowing how I spiraled you so, I got what I deserved."