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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Psychology Realized

1. I've come to realize that my legs: are unattractive.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk: I forget why.

3. I've come to realize that, when I love someone: I need to have them as a part of my life.

4. I've come to realize that I need: more hours in the day.

5. I've come to realize that I've lost: my sense of security.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: I almost kill myself driving.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: I'm probably going to end up locked in my bedroom w/ my boyfriend standing guard outside my door.

8. I've come to realize that money: is one of the causes of my stress.

9. I've come to realize that people: depend on me and I've been letting them down.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be: doubting myself.

11. I've come to realize that I love spending my time with: no homework and no obligations.

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: in my car.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is: not the one I wanted, but sufficient for almost everything I need.

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning: I knew I'm still WAY behind.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: I make a wish and play pretend with myself.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: inadequacy.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook: I'm looking for what people say about me.

19. I've come to realize that today: wasn't a very good day.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: not finish one thing on my list.

22. I've come to realize that the last person I kissed is: being taken for granted.

23. I've come to realize that I'll never be: done with everything I want to be done with.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

I wish I could say...

1. I'm not sure why we give each other so much crap. I honestly do like you and approve of you. I'm not used to teasing someone as much as I tease you--it's a defense mechanism, I swear.
2. I doubt myself a lot more than you think I do. I need you to reassure me and tell me that everything's going to be okay.
3. I miss you. A LOT. I kinda really wish you could have been held back this year, as awful as that is to say. You always tell me that you're still in town, but not being able to see you every day just isn't the same.
4. I'm not tagging you because I don't like you reading my facebook and I wish I could unfriend you. I have a lot of problems with you that I wish we could talk about, namely the fact that you're a huge hypocrite. But you don't like to listen to other people's points of view and fighting about it isn't even worth it to me anymore.
5. You're so amazingly smart and wonderful, but the fact that you don't aspire very high for yourself makes me want to cry. You could go ANYWHERE, if you stood up for yourself and got up the courage to leave.
6. I'm scared for you when you leave for college, because I know that you don't know what you want. I want to protect you, but I doubt that I'll be able to. You've tried to keep yourself pure, but it's only made you naive.
7. You're like the little sister I never had and always wanted. I love you so much, and all the times you tell me someone is hurting you I want to punch them in the head.
8. I haven't talked to you in over a year and never planned to speak to you again. But I still read your statuses sometimes, and I know that you miss me.
9. I'm glad you finally figured out that I hate you! I've always tried to be nice to you, really I have. But you insult me constantly and then try to tell me you're joking, and that just doesn't work. So I'm going to ignore you from now on, because after this year I will hopefully never have to see you again. I'm not stupid, although you seem to think that I am. Also, you suck at acting.
10. I used to be jealous of you, and I'm not really sure why. You act cliquey and complain about your problems, although most of them you bring upon yourself.